Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Interpretations of love

My top 3 movie scenes that make love worth it.

Gene Kelly (Singing in the Rain)
The scene where he's dancing and singing in the rain after he says goodnight to his girl. The way he looks and acts in this scene is the very essence of the "honeymoon stage". Where you can't stop smiling..makes you want to sing all the love songs ever made... and you feel like the sun shines wherever you go.

Angelina Jolie/Brad Pitt (Mr. and Mrs.Smith)
The scene where they beat the crap out of each other, and then make love. Its hot... they're hot...this scene definitely describes the passion of love. Even tho sometimes you want to beat the crap out of your partner, it just shows how much you love them.

Rachel McAdams / Ryan Gosling (The Notebook)
The scene where noah asks allie what she wants. They make fighting look so romantic. The best kinds of fights are definitely the ones where you fight for love. Fighting for your love to stay..fighting to see who loves the other more..fighting because love isn't perfect.

Any way you see it...

love conquers all.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Confesssions of an insecure heart

I love Love.
I love FALLING in love.
I love being IN love.
But why is it so hard to TRUST love?

Is it true that,
what you DON't know won't hurt you?
Or what you do know will hurt you?

I used to believe in fairy tales.

That it was possible for two people
to live happily ever after.

But everywhere I turn,
love proves me wrong.

How do you know when you are with the one
that you were meant to be with?
How do you get past all your insecurities and just
trust the one you love?
How do you know that the one you give your heart to
won't one day give it back?
How do you know someone won't cheat?

Living your life anticipating the day you're going to die
is no way to live.

But you can't stop the inevitable.





Fairy tales are just stories that haven't finished yet.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Oh Hip Hop,

Where did we go wrong?

Our relationship hasn't been the same.
You've changed,
I've changed.
It's not that I don't love you,
It's just not working out like it used to.
I reminisce,
back to the first time we met.

It was love at first sight.
My heart was giddy,
I sang to you all the time,
memorized every word you said.
Our hearts danced to the same beat.
You taught me things about myself
that I never knew existed.

Sometimes I'll check out your past,
to see where you've been.
Don't judge me.
I'm just curious to know how you were before we got together.

You were so special.
I knew you were gonna do
big things in the future.

You made the big time,
on the big screens,
on the tv.
But it wasn't the real you
that I saw.

You started to change,
shined up so bright,
with gold teeth
and bling bling,
I couldn't recognize you anymore.

As the fame started to wear out,
you tried to push it further,
watered down,
selling out,
and losing your soul.

We're both going different directions,
and I think its time
for us to take a break.
If it was meant to be
our paths will cross in the future.

You will always be a part of my life,
and will always have a piece of my heart.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Public Transit

Some days I'm blessed to see the many colors of the rainbow...

Riding on the train and subway,
I get to see all different types of people.
Different colors,
Different shapes,
Different ages,
personalities,
ethnicities.

There are people that take long rides,
fall asleep the whole way,
and for some reason know exactly the right time to wake up
for their stop.

There are noisy kids
who listen to their ipods
FULL BLAST
so the whole train can hear.

There are some old ladies,
ILLEGALLY selling snacks
to make that dollar.

And with all the different colors I see,
there are some colors that can't be found in a crayola box.

My top 3 favorite crazy people i've seen on the train
1) Crazy Tranny with bright pink boots
"What you needs ta do is get tha hell outta my face! Ya needz ta roll hoe!!!"-Tranny yelling at some girl for bumping into him/her.

2) Homeless person
He was smoking weed on the train. Some people around him ignored him and didn't say anything (partly because I think they secretly wanted to take a whiff). But then this big black lady started yelling at him and he left the train.

3) Mexican lady screaming a sermon for the whole train to hear
She was preaching about God, but I think she was putting a hex on everyone. "She's the one! Screw you, you are all the devils!"

The sun shines on us all.