Be Kind, Rewind

"In life there is no rewind button, only a play button..so play it right" - Philup's mom

Sometimes I wish there was a rewind button..

Rewind, to relive a favorite moment

Rewind, to take back something stupid you said

Rewind, to do something differently

There was this guy being loud in the front of the train.

I looked up to see what he was screaming about.

He was this blind guy asking for some change.

Then he pulled out his glass eyeball from its socket.

I wish I hadn't looked up.

I hate it when Wednesdays

I hate it when....

... we feel the summer heat at the END of summer.

... you dance for a few hours, and you go to use the restroom and the damn toilet seat covers stick to your butt.

... you only have one dollar left in your wallet.

... you're at a cypher and everyone is just looking at each other, waiting for someone else to jump in.

... people have a preconceived notion of who you are, when they don't really understand.

... pms comes around.

... you run to the bus stop, but when you get there the bus is already leaving.


damn you hump day.

Proud to be an American

Everytime I hear someone singing the Star Spangled Banner,
I can't help getting so emotional.

I look at time standing still for a second,
while our flag waves proudly.
I start to look at everyone,
all the Americans,
of many colors, sizes, ethnicities
in the same room without any segregation.
I start to think about how far this country has come
and how much it has accomplished.
I start to think how lucky I am
to be in a country where I can be free,
and feel so proud.
I listen to the song bird who was honored
to be chosen to sing this sacred song
and all its powerful lyrics.
I feel that every American at that moment
is connected.


Then Keri Hilson goes to the Laker Game and messes up the lyrics to the National Anthem.

We should definitely take away her citizenship....
or kick her out of America.

Dancing spirits

Sometimes I forget how much I love to dance...

I was on the subway listening to my ipod,
and this guy sits on the seat in front mine,
bopping his head to the music on his ipod.

His head bopping was totally in sync with my music!

I watched him intently,
seeing how long this vibe would last for.
He was so full out grooving to the beat,
it made me want to dance in my seat too.

I admire people who can just dance,
full out,
anywhere they want to,
even if its totally inappropriate.

This one time at the gym,
I saw this nerdy guy dancing in the aerobics room.
And although he was a TERRIBLE dancer,
He danced,
with his eyes closed,
and limbs flaying about,
and a big smile on his face,
not caring who was watching him.


I guess Gloria was right...

The rhythm IS gonna get ya.

There was a 10.1 earthquake...

...in my heart.


My most comfortable surroundings
have been shifted and damaged.
Love has not been the same.
There have been unstable conditions,
lots of love,
lots of hate,
too much pressure to hold in for too long...
I knew someday my heart would crack.


Thunderstorms at night,
and cloudy eyes
that condensate into raindrops,
flooding my bloodstream with tears,
and engulfing my heart whole.

my ecosystem is in an unhealthy state
changes need to be made
or life....

or love
as i know it

will come to an end.

Empty words
break
my empty heart.

Love sick
with no cure.

F-you cupid,
for backstabbing me with your arrow.

The PacMan

Manny Pacquiao
Welterweight Champion of the World
48 wins, 3 losses
Goes on Jimmy Kimmel show
to sing "Nothing's gonna change my love for you"


sooooo filipino.

Spaztic Moments

There are moments in my life
where for a a few minutes
i start to panic
and doubt all the choices i've ever made in my life.
like all the roads i've taken
have been dead ends.
like i chose the wrong major in school.
like i shouldve picked something outside of dance.
like i shouldve been somewhere else by now.
i feel my world start to crumble,
and i lose hope.
then outta the blue,
i find my way back on the road
and everything is right where its supposed to be.

last night i watched disney's earth.
and all the animals ever did was walk their whole lives.
getting from point a to point b
took months to get to.
they traveled with their pack,
through coldness
and starvation,
but they got to where they were going.

i will get there.

Lankershim in North Hollywood

I love finding special things where you least expect it.

Driving down Lankershim,
this little kid walks by
in sweats and a beanie.
Holding a spinning helmet,
boombox,
and a big piece of cardboard.

Like finding beautiful graffiti in the poorest of neighborhoods.

Hip Hop is still alive.

Disconnect

Living in the land of technology is bugging the crap outta me.

Good:
Having a cell phone to communicate with other people.

Bad:
Having a cell phone be your best friend.

Good:
Reading directions off your cell phone.

Bad:
Reading your marriage vows off your cell phone.

Good:
Showing your love through picture messages.

Bad:
Breaking up with someone through text messages.

Good:
Checking your phone before you go to sleep.

Bad:
Holding your phone while you go to sleep.

Good:
Playing a fun game during your free time.

Bad:
Playing games in class, during dinner, while your driving, while your talking...etc.

Is technology ruling the world....
...or ruining the world?

Random moments at Seal Beach

- Little kid running after a seagull that stole his mcdonalds.

-Watching a hundred pelicans dive into the ocean while the sun was setting.

- Thinking while I was fishing, what if aliens fished for humans using money as bait?

I HATE nights like this.

Crazy Love
Crazy in Love
To love so much
To hurt each other more
Intoxicated
Common Sense is ruled out
And only stubbornness reigns
Who's right?
The misunderstood patient
or the judging doctor.
No one's on the same page
Just some chicken scratch on a notepad
You separated us into sides
and you left me alone on the other
Behind all the bullshit
You made it clear where you stood
But it was not by me.
How do you forgive
Something so unforgettable?

Why do we ruin our happy days?


I blog cause no one else listens.